failure makes you stronger

ok,fine...i always complain a lot bout how sucks my life is.(which actually its true).i gonna tell my bright side of life (which again not more than 40%)...i began to fall since form 4...in studies n life..i used to be one of the 'budak pandai" in class..before i fall so badly,i'm a very competitive students especially in academics..i can study the whole 2 months before exams and axceel in my class project..teachers also called me the next 'pakar sejarah' since i can hafal the whole sejarah from form 1 to form 3 and tell it to my other classmates without looking at the book or notes..i dunno how i can do that..i'm amazed with my sejarah ability too..in sports,i'm very good in lompat jauh and lontar lembing n peluru.i even in the top 10 runner for acara merentas desa(ps..i dun take shortcut)..when i flash back through all my memories well i came across to think that hey Joy,u are not a total failure,u are once a star student..thats makes me think i'm really that stupid..i just need my motivation and strength back to be on top..

EMPTY

it's been a while sice i posted any posts..so here it is..my life feels empty and suck for now..i'm struggling to death in the battle of study n i can't stop now..there's no turning back..

SOMEDAY...

SOME PEOPLE DREAM HIGH OF THEIR FUTURE..I MEAN WHO DONT DO THAT..EVERYONE HAVE THEIR OWN DREAM FUTURE OF THEIR OWN..OK,FIRST MINE LOOK BLURRY UNTIL NOW..EVENTHOUGH I'M STUDYING PSYCHOLOGY I STILL NOT CONVINCE ENOUGH WHETHER I CAN DO IT OR NOT..BUT AS I CAN SAY ITS ALL ABOUT CHALLENGE..

I KNOW HE IS CUTE,BUT HE'S MINE

SAY LA WAT U WAN TO SAY PEOPLE..HE'S TOO CUTE KE,HE WILL NEVER BE YOURS OR GUY LIKE HIM USUALLY GO FOR MODELS..I DUN CARE ..HE IS MY SUPER JUNIOR LEE DONGHAE N I WILL LOVE HIM UNTIL THE DAY HE GOT MARRIED WIT SOME GIRL THEN ONLY I WILL STOP LIKING HIM..HAHHAH,BUT NOT NOW...MUAHAHAH!! DONGHAE YAH....!!SARANGHAEYO!!GO SUPER JUNIOR

JUSTBE GRATEFUL

since i always whine about my life in college..many assignments n stressed this and that...i think i less talking about my life..becoz its just the same everyday..wat can i say..no matter wat it is,we should be grateful wit our lives becoz not everyone are as lucky as we r..countries like africa,afghanistan.people tere suffer like hell n only god knows how painful their life is..no food and shelter..we hav our own home n food(we can eat whatever we want)..so be grateful for wat we hav eventhough we always seem to feel imcomplete but yeah be grateful..
okay,i still wanted to talk about college life,sorry la i have to spill it out..hahaha!!yesterday in class,we foud like many little folded paper which we thought was sampah n my korean fren,lee kwan sung was coomplaining that they have no manners throwing rubbish evrywhere..it turns out to be little diary from frustrated girl..we think so is a SHE..she complain that her boyfren did not pay attention to her n always busy wit work n studies..i mean it suppose to be a good thing wat..that the guy concentrate on goin success in life rather than berkepit 24 hours n jeles here n there..we think that this girl got mental issues n doesnt know how appreciate people around her..this girl seriuosly crazy n need psychology class...

LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL

LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU GET TO IT...ESPECIALLY FAMILY'S LOVE..IT IS THE STRONGEST LOVE BOND IN THE WORLD N NOTHING CAN FIGHT THE POWER OF FMILY LOVE EVEN COUPLE LOVE..ALWAYS REMEMBER UR FAMILY BECAUSE NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU BEHIND..

i'm ok...

Yeah,i know..my title sound so weird this time as if i'm gonna die or something..well guess wat..i am DYING now..not physically but mentally dying...i thought short sem gonna be a little loose than the long sem..but it turns out the opposite way..IT SUCKS LIKE HELL MAN!!!SHIT!!!(cant curse a lot here)..my DEAR lecturer juz drop a gigantic nuclear bom on our head..BOOM!!! assignments here they come..omg,4 pages of cultural anthropology reports..i dun even understand the question..but like others said...its a challenge 4 some of them..(the one yg semangat nak buat keje)..for me 'im officially dying n need a lawyer to write my will or i juz post it on facebook status..its easier anyway..everyone can read it..but no matter how hard it is,i 'm not gonna stop..cozi have wasted a year changing courses n that not gonna happen again..in the end i juz pray 4 myself..HELP ME GOD!!