FRIENDS

YESTERDAY,I HANG OUT WIT MY FWENS AT MCD...ARRRGHH,I AM SO GETTIN FAT!!WAT CAN I SAY WEN I SAW THOSE MOUTH WATERING FOODS,IT KINDA DRAG ME TO THEM.ITS LIKE TALKING TO ME"JOY!JOY!COME N EAT ME!!"..ANYWAY,WE HAV A GOOD TIME TOGETHER.WE TALKED ABOUT LOTS ABOUT OURSELVES..WHERE WE GOING TO GO AFTER GETTIN SPM RESULTS,COURSES,UNIVERSITIES,DRIVING CLASS N MANY MORE...etc..THEN,I REALIZED THAT WE R GOIN ON OUR WAYS NOW....EVERYTHING IS ALL BOUT FUTURE..IT KINDA FREAKING ME AT FIRST...BUT,YEAH!!PEOPLE ARE MOVING FORWARD RIGHT?THERE IS ONE THING BUGGING ME AROUND..WHY DID PEOPLE KEEP ASKING ME WHETHER I GOT A BF OR NOT?HONESTLY,I'M NOT A RAJIN TYPE..OF COZ I WANNA TO HAV A BF..BUT,I GOT COMMITMENT ISSUES..WHERE I MALAS NAK BALAS SMS N CALLS FOR SURE..MMG AKU MALAS GLER NAK MATI..SO ORG YG NAK COUPLE NGAN AKU KENE TAHAN LASAK SKIT...THIS JUZ ME..ANYWAY,I'M HAPPY FOR NOW IN LONELINESS..HEHEHHE.....XOXO

JOBLESS

i'm goin 4 a jobhunt today.thought it was easy n it turn out to be not that easy...SHIT!!why is it so hard to apply for a tiny winy job?nak resume la..mcm bodo jer..padahal keje receptionist jer..aku sabar je sbb ofis dye lawa mcm lounge..nasib baik kalo tak i wont give a damn on this job...i just printed my resume..feuwwhh,susah gak nak buat mende bodoh ni...sssshhh,enoug whining around..thats life..

FUTURE

When it comes to future many people fail to speak it out.that includes ME.why is it so hard to build our future?is it because of the surrounding,achievement or people?As for me,i think all of them influences our future.we might not know what is going to happen next.our future can change in a sudden without you realizing it at all.maybe at first you wanted to be a doctor but then you turn out to be someone else..we can never predict our future because everything is going according to God's plan.He knew what best for us..I'm kinda confused right now whether i wanted to pursue my study in foundation,A-level or etcc...my brain almost explode thinking about my future.where will it leads me?will my future be just the one i dreamt of or turn out to be a different person...