LIFE AFTER NS

I'M BACK FINALLY AFTER 2 TORCHERING MONTHS....LIFE IN MY CAMP IS SUCK....IT IS WORST THAN SCHOOL N THEY TRAINED US EXACTLY LIKE ARMY...TIGHT DISCIPLINE RULES,MARCHING,N TOUGH PHYSICAL ACTIVITIES....*SIGH* FINALLY ITS OVER..I'VE BEEN DOIN A LOT OF THINKING DURING NS TIME..WHERE SHOULD I GO AFTER THIS..?AM I DOIN THE RIGHT DECISION?IS THIS THE RIGHT ROAD TO MY LIFE?EVERYTHING RUNNING OVER MY HEAD THIS PAST FEW MONTHS..I DID FEEL A LITTLE BIT SAD COZ LEAVIN ALL MY GOOD FRENZ THERE...BUT LIFE HAS TO GO ON RIGHT?BESIDES,M LIFE IN NS IS UNBEARABLE ESPECIALLY WHEN U IN COMPANY KESATRIA(THE BEST COMPANY OF ALL)..U CAN'T DO ANY MISTAKES,U HAV TO CORPORATE WITH ONE ANOTHER EVENTHOUGH U HATE THEM,U WILL GET SCOLDED 4 NO REASON N ALL TEACHERS ESPECIALLY GIRLS WILL ATTACKED U 4 NO REASON N ACCUSED U 4 OIN SOMETHIN WRONG WHICH WE NVR DO ANYTHING WRONG..THE PRESSURE IS REALLY KILLNG ME N I FEEL NAK BUNUH DIRI JE KEKADANG...NASIB AKU TAK TERJUN KAT KOLAM KEM..IKUT ATI MMG NAK..HUHU...ANYWWAY,I'LL LIVE MY LIFE HAPPILY FROM NOW ON...TADAA!!!