CONFUSED

SOMETIMES,I GOT CONFUSED WIT MY AMBITION..WAT DO I REALLY WANTED TO DO?IS THIS WAT I WANTED TO BE OR DO?SINCE I'M IN THE FOUNDATION COURSE NOW,I HELD IT BACK UNTIL I GRADUATED FROM FOUNDATION...STILL,THE QUESTION MARK STILL COME ACROSS MY MIND...I NEED A PROFESSION THAT IS VERY STABLE SO I CAN HELP TO OVERCOME MY FAMILY SITUATION SINCE I'M THE ELDEST..BEING AN ELDEST MEMBER IN THE FAMILY REALLY GIVES U A HEAVY BURDEN SOMETIMES.WE CANT LEAVE THEM WHENEVER WE WANT BECOZ OF RESPONSIBILITY..WATever it is let us leave this matter to GOD to decide...