WHAT THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE TO ME

I'M GETTING CONFUSED WITH MY AMBITION RIGHT NOW..U KNOW LIFE ISN'T GOIN JUZ THE WAY WE WANTED SOMETIME...I HAVE TO CRUSHED MY DREAM TO BE A CLINICAL PSYCHIATRIST DUE TO SOME PROBLEMS...I AM SO DISSAPOINTED..THEN,ONE DAY MY MOM ASKED ME WAT R U GOIN TO BE..?I WAS STUNNED WHEN I HEARD THAT FROM MY MOM..SHE IS RIGHT..WAT AM I DOIN..I'M TAKIN COURSES WHICH R REALLY TOUGH N OUT OF MY ABILITY...I DUN EVEN KNOW WAT I'M GOIN TO BE..ITS LIKE I HAVE NO AMBITION...JUZ GO WITH THE FLOW..DAMN IT...SOMETIME,I WISH WE CAN TURN BACK TIME..