FRIENDS FOREVER

fRIENDS ARE THE RIGHT PERSON F US TO SHARE OUR BURDEN TOGETHER BESIDES PARTNER...TRUE FRIEND R HARD TO FIND.EVER SINCE I STEPPED IN TO COLLEGE LIFE.EVERYTHING IS TOTALLY DIFFRENT.PEOPLE R NOT WAT WE EXPECTED..THERE R SO MANY KINDS OF PEOPLE WE CAN C,THOSE WHOM LIKE TO PARTY,STUDY,TALK N OR CLUBBING EVEN DRUNKERS..I JUZ REALIZE HOW BIG THE WORLD R ..BACK IN SCHOOL WE CAN PLAY WIT EVERYONE OR HANG OUT WIT THEM BECOZ THEY R THE ONLY PEOPLE WE KNOW.OUT THERE ITS NOT THE SAME..NOT EVERYONE R FRIENDLY.BUT THANK GOD,I HAV FRIENDS WHOM R VERY GOOD TO ME N EASY GOING..GOD BLESS THEM ALL...

CONFUSED

SOMETIMES,I GOT CONFUSED WIT MY AMBITION..WAT DO I REALLY WANTED TO DO?IS THIS WAT I WANTED TO BE OR DO?SINCE I'M IN THE FOUNDATION COURSE NOW,I HELD IT BACK UNTIL I GRADUATED FROM FOUNDATION...STILL,THE QUESTION MARK STILL COME ACROSS MY MIND...I NEED A PROFESSION THAT IS VERY STABLE SO I CAN HELP TO OVERCOME MY FAMILY SITUATION SINCE I'M THE ELDEST..BEING AN ELDEST MEMBER IN THE FAMILY REALLY GIVES U A HEAVY BURDEN SOMETIMES.WE CANT LEAVE THEM WHENEVER WE WANT BECOZ OF RESPONSIBILITY..WATever it is let us leave this matter to GOD to decide...

NEW LIFE NEW FRIEND NEW CAMPUS NEW STORY

I started my new life int he beginning of september..i finally transfer to SEGI university college..sucks huh??pusing2 satu KL last2 masuk segi..still,wateverla..i got dissapointed 4 two times in my previous studies in U..first,i cant do psychology because my father **** second i already started my law in MSU n again it failed because of HIM...(fell like cursing right now)..so much happened in my life till i reached the point where i dont want to study anymore..thank go give me a way in life which is FOUNDATION IN COMMERCE..never thought i would do that course since my maths is super super duper freaking suck..i never pass my add math pown..ceyh!!but i'll give it a try..who knows i can work in BANK NEGARA(kononnya)...hehehehe...sapela tau..but its okay i'll tahan 4 one year before i can finally decide what i wanted to do..segi so far is okay than i thought..gow new friendly fren n old ones oso...aja aja fighting to me lo...!!!!

LIFE HAS its ups and downs....

so far college life hasn't killed me yet...bridging class sucks n OMG,i couldnt stand the crititical thinking class man..its like a burning place in there..wtf?!!!WHY DO WE HAV TO GO 4 SIVIK CLASSES 4 3 WEEKS..dun u think its a waste of time..??i mean,1 or 2 weeks is negotiable but 3??i feel like i havent got anything that is related to my course which i suppose to take??DAMN..!!btw,my ID card tak siap lagi...%^&*$#@!!!!!shit man dah lebih sebulan tak siap lagi koang proses plastik dulu ke baru nak wat..dahlah everything using class system...mcmane nak log in kalo takde matrix card...bongok tul!!!!

FINAL COUNTDOWN

finally,i've made up my mind...tut..tut..tut...hahaha....!!at last...yay!!i decided to go on with foundation in law...i mean wat u got to lose??i'll give it a try..we never knew wat goin to happen in the future..life isn't goin the way we wanted to sometime..then,i'll continue my bachelor year in psychology...who says law can't adapt psychology??sometime we need to think that maybe god provide us a better way in our life...i started to accept everything with all my heart...n maybe someday i will succeed juz like everyone else with no regrets...xoxo

@#$%&*$%!!!!!

i'm sure u guys mesti pelik kan wit the title....dun ask the meaning coz u know wat it is....tut..tutt....my orientation week in MSU juz ended n it was a great relieved....feuwww...penat nak mampos dahla jln kat shah alam tu slalu jam..pagi2 buta pown jam,pelik tul...bersemangat sgt ke org nak g keje?bongok!! my seniors of coz suck n F***.....aku tau le korang dah tua bangka,takyahla nak suruh bwat keje2 bodo..org dtg kat sne nak blaja bukan bwat tarian zapin ngan bollywood...wtf?!!tomorrow i gonna start my bridging class.hope the lecturer is ok...i'll try my best to carry foundation in LAW subjects since it requires a lot(berjuta-juta) of readings..aku bukan rajin sgt pown nak membaca..baca buku sejarah pown mcm telan racun ape lg...buku law...shit man!!then,terdetikla hati aku utk tau whether this is the best decision 4 my future or not..i hav doubts 4 my decision..pressure from all around me is killing me...i wanted to do something that i really hav great passion on...i dun want to waste my life 4 nothing....

LIFE AFTER NS

I'M BACK FINALLY AFTER 2 TORCHERING MONTHS....LIFE IN MY CAMP IS SUCK....IT IS WORST THAN SCHOOL N THEY TRAINED US EXACTLY LIKE ARMY...TIGHT DISCIPLINE RULES,MARCHING,N TOUGH PHYSICAL ACTIVITIES....*SIGH* FINALLY ITS OVER..I'VE BEEN DOIN A LOT OF THINKING DURING NS TIME..WHERE SHOULD I GO AFTER THIS..?AM I DOIN THE RIGHT DECISION?IS THIS THE RIGHT ROAD TO MY LIFE?EVERYTHING RUNNING OVER MY HEAD THIS PAST FEW MONTHS..I DID FEEL A LITTLE BIT SAD COZ LEAVIN ALL MY GOOD FRENZ THERE...BUT LIFE HAS TO GO ON RIGHT?BESIDES,M LIFE IN NS IS UNBEARABLE ESPECIALLY WHEN U IN COMPANY KESATRIA(THE BEST COMPANY OF ALL)..U CAN'T DO ANY MISTAKES,U HAV TO CORPORATE WITH ONE ANOTHER EVENTHOUGH U HATE THEM,U WILL GET SCOLDED 4 NO REASON N ALL TEACHERS ESPECIALLY GIRLS WILL ATTACKED U 4 NO REASON N ACCUSED U 4 OIN SOMETHIN WRONG WHICH WE NVR DO ANYTHING WRONG..THE PRESSURE IS REALLY KILLNG ME N I FEEL NAK BUNUH DIRI JE KEKADANG...NASIB AKU TAK TERJUN KAT KOLAM KEM..IKUT ATI MMG NAK..HUHU...ANYWWAY,I'LL LIVE MY LIFE HAPPILY FROM NOW ON...TADAA!!!