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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

santa claus is comin to town...

ITS CHRISTMAS EVE N I DUN REALLY FEEL LIKE CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS MAYBE BECOZ THERE ARE TOO MANY THINGS GOIN ON IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW...COLLEGE STUFF,FINANCIAL N WORK...CHRISTMAS USED TO BE ONE OF THE BEST FESTIVE OF THE YEAR..EVERY YEAR I CANT WAIT TO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS MAYBE BECOZ OF THE PRESENTS...HAHA...BUT AS TIME GOES BY LIFE SEEMS TO BE MORE SUCKER THN IT IS....WHY?? SO MANY THINGS CHANGES IN MY LIFE UNTIL I FELT LIKE LIFE IS MEANINGLESS TO ME..ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW IT IS..

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

YAY!!!

Finally,i've made up my mind after all obstacles that i've been through..i finally decided to go on with PSYCHOLOGY,somehow i realised no matter how hard i tried to forget bout my dream,it keep trying to come back to me...somep people said i'm like to change my mind but they never understand how hard it is to achieve our dream.life can be unfair sometimes to us.but take it as part of God test to us..i'm so happy that i can start a very new life n also new frens....now i know how cruel people can be..i'm wuite dissapointed with my college frens coz none of them have ever called or even bother bout me..since thay r so busy with whopping n expensive restaurant they wanna go..so wat the hell...i'm better off without them..actually i feel happier this way..i dun know why..my old classmates r much fun then them..rich people always like that..they only know how to waste money without even know how hard it is to earn money...

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

YEAH!!!!

FINALLY,I DECIDED TO GO ON WITH PSYCHOLOGY..FEUWW,WAT A RELIEVE...AFTER FOR SO LONG THE QUESTION MARK BUGGING ME BOUT MY FUTURE. I'VE ALREADY MADE UP MY MIND N NO ONE CAN EVER CHANGE IT..I DUN CARE WAT PEOPLE SAID BOUT PSYCHOLOGY,MEETING CRAZY PEOPLE OR HOW IT CAN DRIVE U CRAZY..N U KNOW WAT I DUN CARE..AS LONG ITS UR GREATEST PASSION WE CAN ALWAYS DO THE BEST N ACHIEVE GREATNESS IN LIFE....HALELUYAH!!!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

WHAT THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE TO ME

I'M GETTING CONFUSED WITH MY AMBITION RIGHT NOW..U KNOW LIFE ISN'T GOIN JUZ THE WAY WE WANTED SOMETIME...I HAVE TO CRUSHED MY DREAM TO BE A CLINICAL PSYCHIATRIST DUE TO SOME PROBLEMS...I AM SO DISSAPOINTED..THEN,ONE DAY MY MOM ASKED ME WAT R U GOIN TO BE..?I WAS STUNNED WHEN I HEARD THAT FROM MY MOM..SHE IS RIGHT..WAT AM I DOIN..I'M TAKIN COURSES WHICH R REALLY TOUGH N OUT OF MY ABILITY...I DUN EVEN KNOW WAT I'M GOIN TO BE..ITS LIKE I HAVE NO AMBITION...JUZ GO WITH THE FLOW..DAMN IT...SOMETIME,I WISH WE CAN TURN BACK TIME..

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

TIRING

TIRED,TIRED,TIRED..THESE FEW WEEK HAVE BEEN A HECTIC WEEK OR SHOULD I SAY KILLER WEEK..UNFINISHED ASSIGNMENTS,COURSEWORK N STUDIES...AHHHRGH!!!! SO TENSIONLA..COLLEGE CAN BE VERY TOUGH TOO N IF U DUN LEARN HOW TO MANAGE UR TIME..TRUST ME U WILL BE SO 'DEAD'...I'M SURE THE LECTURERS ARE HAVING FUN BY GIVING US A LOT OF WORKS...SABAR JELA..

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

FRIENDS FOREVER

fRIENDS ARE THE RIGHT PERSON F US TO SHARE OUR BURDEN TOGETHER BESIDES PARTNER...TRUE FRIEND R HARD TO FIND.EVER SINCE I STEPPED IN TO COLLEGE LIFE.EVERYTHING IS TOTALLY DIFFRENT.PEOPLE R NOT WAT WE EXPECTED..THERE R SO MANY KINDS OF PEOPLE WE CAN C,THOSE WHOM LIKE TO PARTY,STUDY,TALK N OR CLUBBING EVEN DRUNKERS..I JUZ REALIZE HOW BIG THE WORLD R ..BACK IN SCHOOL WE CAN PLAY WIT EVERYONE OR HANG OUT WIT THEM BECOZ THEY R THE ONLY PEOPLE WE KNOW.OUT THERE ITS NOT THE SAME..NOT EVERYONE R FRIENDLY.BUT THANK GOD,I HAV FRIENDS WHOM R VERY GOOD TO ME N EASY GOING..GOD BLESS THEM ALL...

Saturday, October 9, 2010

CONFUSED

SOMETIMES,I GOT CONFUSED WIT MY AMBITION..WAT DO I REALLY WANTED TO DO?IS THIS WAT I WANTED TO BE OR DO?SINCE I'M IN THE FOUNDATION COURSE NOW,I HELD IT BACK UNTIL I GRADUATED FROM FOUNDATION...STILL,THE QUESTION MARK STILL COME ACROSS MY MIND...I NEED A PROFESSION THAT IS VERY STABLE SO I CAN HELP TO OVERCOME MY FAMILY SITUATION SINCE I'M THE ELDEST..BEING AN ELDEST MEMBER IN THE FAMILY REALLY GIVES U A HEAVY BURDEN SOMETIMES.WE CANT LEAVE THEM WHENEVER WE WANT BECOZ OF RESPONSIBILITY..WATever it is let us leave this matter to GOD to decide...

Saturday, September 25, 2010

NEW LIFE NEW FRIEND NEW CAMPUS NEW STORY

I started my new life int he beginning of september..i finally transfer to SEGI university college..sucks huh??pusing2 satu KL last2 masuk segi..still,wateverla..i got dissapointed 4 two times in my previous studies in U..first,i cant do psychology because my father **** second i already started my law in MSU n again it failed because of HIM...(fell like cursing right now)..so much happened in my life till i reached the point where i dont want to study anymore..thank go give me a way in life which is FOUNDATION IN COMMERCE..never thought i would do that course since my maths is super super duper freaking suck..i never pass my add math pown..ceyh!!but i'll give it a try..who knows i can work in BANK NEGARA(kononnya)...hehehehe...sapela tau..but its okay i'll tahan 4 one year before i can finally decide what i wanted to do..segi so far is okay than i thought..gow new friendly fren n old ones oso...aja aja fighting to me lo...!!!!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

LIFE HAS its ups and downs....

so far college life hasn't killed me yet...bridging class sucks n OMG,i couldnt stand the crititical thinking class man..its like a burning place in there..wtf?!!!WHY DO WE HAV TO GO 4 SIVIK CLASSES 4 3 WEEKS..dun u think its a waste of time..??i mean,1 or 2 weeks is negotiable but 3??i feel like i havent got anything that is related to my course which i suppose to take??DAMN..!!btw,my ID card tak siap lagi...%^&*$#@!!!!!shit man dah lebih sebulan tak siap lagi koang proses plastik dulu ke baru nak wat..dahlah everything using class system...mcmane nak log in kalo takde matrix card...bongok tul!!!!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

FINAL COUNTDOWN

finally,i've made up my mind...tut..tut..tut...hahaha....!!at last...yay!!i decided to go on with foundation in law...i mean wat u got to lose??i'll give it a try..we never knew wat goin to happen in the future..life isn't goin the way we wanted to sometime..then,i'll continue my bachelor year in psychology...who says law can't adapt psychology??sometime we need to think that maybe god provide us a better way in our life...i started to accept everything with all my heart...n maybe someday i will succeed juz like everyone else with no regrets...xoxo

Sunday, July 25, 2010

@#$%&*$%!!!!!

i'm sure u guys mesti pelik kan wit the title....dun ask the meaning coz u know wat it is....tut..tutt....my orientation week in MSU juz ended n it was a great relieved....feuwww...penat nak mampos dahla jln kat shah alam tu slalu jam..pagi2 buta pown jam,pelik tul...bersemangat sgt ke org nak g keje?bongok!! my seniors of coz suck n F***.....aku tau le korang dah tua bangka,takyahla nak suruh bwat keje2 bodo..org dtg kat sne nak blaja bukan bwat tarian zapin ngan bollywood...wtf?!!tomorrow i gonna start my bridging class.hope the lecturer is ok...i'll try my best to carry foundation in LAW subjects since it requires a lot(berjuta-juta) of readings..aku bukan rajin sgt pown nak membaca..baca buku sejarah pown mcm telan racun ape lg...buku law...shit man!!then,terdetikla hati aku utk tau whether this is the best decision 4 my future or not..i hav doubts 4 my decision..pressure from all around me is killing me...i wanted to do something that i really hav great passion on...i dun want to waste my life 4 nothing....

Sunday, June 6, 2010

LIFE AFTER NS

I'M BACK FINALLY AFTER 2 TORCHERING MONTHS....LIFE IN MY CAMP IS SUCK....IT IS WORST THAN SCHOOL N THEY TRAINED US EXACTLY LIKE ARMY...TIGHT DISCIPLINE RULES,MARCHING,N TOUGH PHYSICAL ACTIVITIES....*SIGH* FINALLY ITS OVER..I'VE BEEN DOIN A LOT OF THINKING DURING NS TIME..WHERE SHOULD I GO AFTER THIS..?AM I DOIN THE RIGHT DECISION?IS THIS THE RIGHT ROAD TO MY LIFE?EVERYTHING RUNNING OVER MY HEAD THIS PAST FEW MONTHS..I DID FEEL A LITTLE BIT SAD COZ LEAVIN ALL MY GOOD FRENZ THERE...BUT LIFE HAS TO GO ON RIGHT?BESIDES,M LIFE IN NS IS UNBEARABLE ESPECIALLY WHEN U IN COMPANY KESATRIA(THE BEST COMPANY OF ALL)..U CAN'T DO ANY MISTAKES,U HAV TO CORPORATE WITH ONE ANOTHER EVENTHOUGH U HATE THEM,U WILL GET SCOLDED 4 NO REASON N ALL TEACHERS ESPECIALLY GIRLS WILL ATTACKED U 4 NO REASON N ACCUSED U 4 OIN SOMETHIN WRONG WHICH WE NVR DO ANYTHING WRONG..THE PRESSURE IS REALLY KILLNG ME N I FEEL NAK BUNUH DIRI JE KEKADANG...NASIB AKU TAK TERJUN KAT KOLAM KEM..IKUT ATI MMG NAK..HUHU...ANYWWAY,I'LL LIVE MY LIFE HAPPILY FROM NOW ON...TADAA!!!

Friday, April 30, 2010

GOIN BACK...


GOIN BACK TO PLKN NOT HOME..*SIGH* HATE THAT PLACE LITTLE MUCH...ESPECIALLY THOSE ANNOYING FEMALE TEACHERS...SORY TO SAY,HATE ALL OF U...SY TAK TAU APE MASALAH CIKGU SUME,APE YG CIKGU TGK KAT KITORANG SUME TAK KENE..CIKGU TU BAGUS SGT KER??(OKIE,ENOUGH WHINING BOUT TEACHERS,EVENTHOUGH ADE YG AKU NAK TMBH LG)NEVERMINDLA,STILL GOT 1 MONTH LEFT..CHAIYOK CHAIYOK JOY!!!I'LL HAV TO STAND ON MY GROUND TO THE LAST...AISEY,CAM NAK G BERPERANG JER...TEMPAT TU TAKDELA TERUK 'SGT'//(SARCASTIC TONE)....THERE R SOME FUN ACTIVITES TOO LIKE WATER SPORT,LOVE THAT SO MUCH...N WE GOIN SHOOTING NEXT WEEK..YAY!!PLUS TIRED AGAIN...I TRY TO GET RID OF MY FREAKING EYEBAG SO THAT I WONT LOOK SO CRAP WHEN I CAME BACK HOME..STILL O POINT GETTING RID OF IT COZ KITORANG MMG TAK CUKUP TIDUR...NAK WAT CAMANE DAH NASIB BADAN..HUHU..PERGH,AYAT SEDEY GILE..HEHE!!WATEVERLA,AKU NAK CHOW DULU 4 NOW..C YA IN NEXT POST!!

Thursday, April 29, 2010

SHOPPING


another 2 days to go..i juz went out 4 alittle shopping..nak beli barang2 tuk plkn bodo tuh...masuk plkn pown pki byk duit...celaka tul...before that,i went to get my haircut..aku beranganla nak rambut cam stail korea rupe-rupenya dye gunting style japan anime rock kapak punye...siot tol...sabar jela...miss all my fwens here..all the tenuk-tenuks...

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

PENAT GILE!!!


EXHAUSTED...THAT'S THE ONLY WORD I CAN THINK OF NOW...WHY??PLKN!!!!!!!!GOSH,THE SCHEDULE IS SO FREAKING TIGHT N STRESSFUL...WELL,THERE R SOME PART WHICH IS FUN BUT MOST OF IT IS SO FUCKING TIRING..ESPECIALLY DURING THE KAWAD TIME N FULL LORENT UNIFORM..WHY DO WE HAV TO KAWAD ALL THE TIME UNDER THE SUPER HOT SHINING SUN??BUKANNYE MALAYSIA KENE ATTACK NGAN US MILITARY POWN..KAWAD BAGAI NAK RAK MCM NAK G BERPERANG JER...SHIT,N ALL THE KELANTANESE PEOPLE(SORY TO SAY),U'R SO FUCKING RUDE..AKU TAULA KORANG PANDAI KAWAD N KENE PILIH JD KETUA COMPANY..TAKYAHLA NAK POYO GILE GABAK...TAKLEH GERAKLA,TAKLEH LAP PELUHLA,BLAH,BLAH,BLAH..CUBE KO YG BERDIRI DLM COMPANY TAK GERAK2..BARU KO TAU MCMANE RASE JD PATUNG..BODO TUL...BESIDES,KO INGAT ORG SELANGOR BODO KER..KELANTAN BUKANNYE HEBAT SGT POWN...(OKIE,I FINALLY LET GO OF MY ANGER,ACTUALLY THERE IS MORE BUT I SIMPAN JELA TUK NEXT POST).....SUKAN AIR IS FUN,BUT THE WATER CONFIDENT IS NO FUN SO AS BLEEP TEST..I MANAGED TO REACH LEVEL 7 THEN I PITAM..HAHAHAH!!DUNNO WAT HAPPENED AFTER THAT...okla,tu je 4 now..laen kali sambng lg...hahhahaha!!!

Friday, March 12, 2010

UNEXPECTED FATE

we never expect wat is goin to happen in ur life especially ur future..i've been wondering where are our life leading to??is it a good n successful or bad one??we cannot always expect that our plan is goin to work..sometimes,our plan does not work as u planned...ODD right??well thats how life goes...we only need to move forward n try our best n achieve greatnest in life..i believe we can do it as long we hav a strong heart leading with us...FAILURE is not an option to believe that everything is over..GOD may hav great n better plans for u in the future....
A LIFE SPENT MAKING MISTAKES IS NOT ONLY MORE HONOURABLE BUT MORE USEFUL THAN A LIFE SPENT IN DOING NOTHING-george bernard shaw

Saturday, March 6, 2010

SHOCKING..!!

Yesterday was my very shocking day ever..i mean like ever..i received my plkn reply n it turns out that i am goin for the 2nd batch..WO!!HOW EXCITING!!!!*sarcastic tone*..my feeling??i'm quite nervous n feelin creep at the same time...sabar jela..kalo tak pegi kene masuk jail plak..bodo tulla PLKN ni...anyway,it might be a good experience..my mum said i making a list like i'm goin on vacation to hawaii sedangkan aku pegi plkn je...biarle asal aku puas ati..

Thursday, February 25, 2010

sushi mushi.....

Today,i went out wit my frens....at last,aku lepas juga gian aku kat sushi king..it was hell fun..!!i kinda makan byk today n craving for more mcm org pregnant...sory la fren aku ni DBKL skit mmg aku mkn mcm2...so sabar jela yea...we walked around the shopping area looking for dress,kitorang heret je skali afiq ngan khairi..hehehhe...tula korang kalo ikut kitorang mmg kene tahan lasak skit..SAB pulak tak habis2 ngan sukhjit punye citer...WTF?!!ko ckpla ape pown i dun give a damn on him..ps,sory la sukhjit...n yg paling crazy skali mase tunggu bas,dahla lambat penuh ngan makhluk dunia plak tuh...mcm setan je..last2 naik CAB je..nasib baik dye charge rm30 4 five..so takdela mahal sgt..kecian kat sab jela kene jln kaki balik umah..tu balasan kot sbb ngutuk aku nGAN S ....heheheheh!!!jgn marah yea...anyway,guys u make my day today...it was so fun n we should do it again sometime...xoxo

Thursday, February 18, 2010

PSYCHOLOGY

PSYCHOLOGY......when it comes to this word,people keep thinking of people whom suffers from mental problems or in a word which is 'CRAZY'...thats the problem malaysian people thinking.why do they hav to conclude that psychology is for crazy people..?they never tried to understand the real situation..when i told my family that i wanted to be a psychology doctor,they're all freaked out.like'WHAT?BYK2 KERJA ITU JUGA KA YG KO SUKA?'...i answered them back'JGN KAMU PANDANG RENDAH DGN KERJA ITU..'..i like to help people n i dont think its a big mistake though..i knew in malaysia psychiatrist mmg susah nak cari makan but there is always a solution in every problem right?i will never give up that easy n u know wat i think i will hav a great future in this sector..making people happy is juz the same like making you happy*said an old fren of mine*so,here i am waiting for my future comin to me...

Saturday, February 6, 2010

TRIP

i went out wit my fren last thursday to the curve.we actually planned to walked around n suddenly tersesat tgk wayang fame which is so DAMN worth it...hehehhe...got ASHER BOOK..mestila worth it...ps.sab,tak maenla rampas2...ko amik je tatum ko tuh...kekkeke..one whole day walking balik rumah je kaki dah kebas..kalah2 org g merentas desa..tp best gler dpt keluar jln..i am so freaking bored at home..drooloing one whole day nothing to do..teringat pula nak makan kek secret recipe...mmmm....

to lee..:i will let u know by monday kay?

Saturday, January 23, 2010

FRIENDS

YESTERDAY,I HANG OUT WIT MY FWENS AT MCD...ARRRGHH,I AM SO GETTIN FAT!!WAT CAN I SAY WEN I SAW THOSE MOUTH WATERING FOODS,IT KINDA DRAG ME TO THEM.ITS LIKE TALKING TO ME"JOY!JOY!COME N EAT ME!!"..ANYWAY,WE HAV A GOOD TIME TOGETHER.WE TALKED ABOUT LOTS ABOUT OURSELVES..WHERE WE GOING TO GO AFTER GETTIN SPM RESULTS,COURSES,UNIVERSITIES,DRIVING CLASS N MANY MORE...etc..THEN,I REALIZED THAT WE R GOIN ON OUR WAYS NOW....EVERYTHING IS ALL BOUT FUTURE..IT KINDA FREAKING ME AT FIRST...BUT,YEAH!!PEOPLE ARE MOVING FORWARD RIGHT?THERE IS ONE THING BUGGING ME AROUND..WHY DID PEOPLE KEEP ASKING ME WHETHER I GOT A BF OR NOT?HONESTLY,I'M NOT A RAJIN TYPE..OF COZ I WANNA TO HAV A BF..BUT,I GOT COMMITMENT ISSUES..WHERE I MALAS NAK BALAS SMS N CALLS FOR SURE..MMG AKU MALAS GLER NAK MATI..SO ORG YG NAK COUPLE NGAN AKU KENE TAHAN LASAK SKIT...THIS JUZ ME..ANYWAY,I'M HAPPY FOR NOW IN LONELINESS..HEHEHHE.....XOXO

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

JOBLESS

i'm goin 4 a jobhunt today.thought it was easy n it turn out to be not that easy...SHIT!!why is it so hard to apply for a tiny winy job?nak resume la..mcm bodo jer..padahal keje receptionist jer..aku sabar je sbb ofis dye lawa mcm lounge..nasib baik kalo tak i wont give a damn on this job...i just printed my resume..feuwwhh,susah gak nak buat mende bodoh ni...sssshhh,enoug whining around..thats life..

Friday, January 1, 2010

FUTURE

When it comes to future many people fail to speak it out.that includes ME.why is it so hard to build our future?is it because of the surrounding,achievement or people?As for me,i think all of them influences our future.we might not know what is going to happen next.our future can change in a sudden without you realizing it at all.maybe at first you wanted to be a doctor but then you turn out to be someone else..we can never predict our future because everything is going according to God's plan.He knew what best for us..I'm kinda confused right now whether i wanted to pursue my study in foundation,A-level or etcc...my brain almost explode thinking about my future.where will it leads me?will my future be just the one i dreamt of or turn out to be a different person...