PSYCHOLOGY

PSYCHOLOGY......when it comes to this word,people keep thinking of people whom suffers from mental problems or in a word which is 'CRAZY'...thats the problem malaysian people thinking.why do they hav to conclude that psychology is for crazy people..?they never tried to understand the real situation..when i told my family that i wanted to be a psychology doctor,they're all freaked out.like'WHAT?BYK2 KERJA ITU JUGA KA YG KO SUKA?'...i answered them back'JGN KAMU PANDANG RENDAH DGN KERJA ITU..'..i like to help people n i dont think its a big mistake though..i knew in malaysia psychiatrist mmg susah nak cari makan but there is always a solution in every problem right?i will never give up that easy n u know wat i think i will hav a great future in this sector..making people happy is juz the same like making you happy*said an old fren of mine*so,here i am waiting for my future comin to me...

TRIP

i went out wit my fren last thursday to the curve.we actually planned to walked around n suddenly tersesat tgk wayang fame which is so DAMN worth it...hehehhe...got ASHER BOOK..mestila worth it...ps.sab,tak maenla rampas2...ko amik je tatum ko tuh...kekkeke..one whole day walking balik rumah je kaki dah kebas..kalah2 org g merentas desa..tp best gler dpt keluar jln..i am so freaking bored at home..drooloing one whole day nothing to do..teringat pula nak makan kek secret recipe...mmmm....

to lee..:i will let u know by monday kay?

FRIENDS

YESTERDAY,I HANG OUT WIT MY FWENS AT MCD...ARRRGHH,I AM SO GETTIN FAT!!WAT CAN I SAY WEN I SAW THOSE MOUTH WATERING FOODS,IT KINDA DRAG ME TO THEM.ITS LIKE TALKING TO ME"JOY!JOY!COME N EAT ME!!"..ANYWAY,WE HAV A GOOD TIME TOGETHER.WE TALKED ABOUT LOTS ABOUT OURSELVES..WHERE WE GOING TO GO AFTER GETTIN SPM RESULTS,COURSES,UNIVERSITIES,DRIVING CLASS N MANY MORE...etc..THEN,I REALIZED THAT WE R GOIN ON OUR WAYS NOW....EVERYTHING IS ALL BOUT FUTURE..IT KINDA FREAKING ME AT FIRST...BUT,YEAH!!PEOPLE ARE MOVING FORWARD RIGHT?THERE IS ONE THING BUGGING ME AROUND..WHY DID PEOPLE KEEP ASKING ME WHETHER I GOT A BF OR NOT?HONESTLY,I'M NOT A RAJIN TYPE..OF COZ I WANNA TO HAV A BF..BUT,I GOT COMMITMENT ISSUES..WHERE I MALAS NAK BALAS SMS N CALLS FOR SURE..MMG AKU MALAS GLER NAK MATI..SO ORG YG NAK COUPLE NGAN AKU KENE TAHAN LASAK SKIT...THIS JUZ ME..ANYWAY,I'M HAPPY FOR NOW IN LONELINESS..HEHEHHE.....XOXO

JOBLESS

i'm goin 4 a jobhunt today.thought it was easy n it turn out to be not that easy...SHIT!!why is it so hard to apply for a tiny winy job?nak resume la..mcm bodo jer..padahal keje receptionist jer..aku sabar je sbb ofis dye lawa mcm lounge..nasib baik kalo tak i wont give a damn on this job...i just printed my resume..feuwwhh,susah gak nak buat mende bodoh ni...sssshhh,enoug whining around..thats life..

FUTURE

When it comes to future many people fail to speak it out.that includes ME.why is it so hard to build our future?is it because of the surrounding,achievement or people?As for me,i think all of them influences our future.we might not know what is going to happen next.our future can change in a sudden without you realizing it at all.maybe at first you wanted to be a doctor but then you turn out to be someone else..we can never predict our future because everything is going according to God's plan.He knew what best for us..I'm kinda confused right now whether i wanted to pursue my study in foundation,A-level or etcc...my brain almost explode thinking about my future.where will it leads me?will my future be just the one i dreamt of or turn out to be a different person...

LIfe....

LIfe is just the way it is.Some people go through their life with the best of it some are not.As for me,life seems to be a little bit complicated tahn before.Last time,I would enjoy my life with no worries but now everything has changed.WHY DO LIFE CHANGES SO FAST???can't we juz live life happily with no sadness and sorrow?What can we say God has his own plan for each of us..Strength is the only word to move on in life....I can never blame anyone for that...soon,new year eve 9is comin n i starting to feel nervous livin in new year coz everything will never be the same againb.A WHOLE NEW BEGINNING IN LIFE...life is beautiful if you cherish it to the fullest and live life with strong mind,hearyt and soul.

PLKN PEOPLE...

WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT I WAS CHOOSEN FOR PLKN SIRI 7/2010.I FELT LIKE A GIANT ROCK FELL ON ME AND CRUSHED MY BODY..WTF????HOW ON EARTH I GOT SELECTED..?I HEARD MILLION OF STORIES ABOUT PLKN FROM PEOPLE AROUND ME.I COULDN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT THINKING ABOUT THIS.BUT THEN,I STARTED TO CALM MY SELF DOWN BY THINKING THAT IT'S NOT GONNA BE THAT BAD.AS LONG I CAN BRING MY PHONE MIT ME,I GUESS I CAN SURVIVE THERE FOR THREE MNTHS.WHY DO WE HAVE TO WASTE OUR TIME GOING THERE?WE CAN GET A JOB AND EARN SOME POCKET MONEY MORE THAN THEY GAVE US THERE...DAMN IT!!WAT TO DO ITS BETTER THAN GOIN TO JAIL OR ITS BETTER GOIN TO JAIL THAN PLKN???STILL,BOTH PLACES GOT TO WEAR THAT HIDEOUS UNIFORM..