santa claus is comin to town...

ITS CHRISTMAS EVE N I DUN REALLY FEEL LIKE CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS MAYBE BECOZ THERE ARE TOO MANY THINGS GOIN ON IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW...COLLEGE STUFF,FINANCIAL N WORK...CHRISTMAS USED TO BE ONE OF THE BEST FESTIVE OF THE YEAR..EVERY YEAR I CANT WAIT TO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS MAYBE BECOZ OF THE PRESENTS...HAHA...BUT AS TIME GOES BY LIFE SEEMS TO BE MORE SUCKER THN IT IS....WHY?? SO MANY THINGS CHANGES IN MY LIFE UNTIL I FELT LIKE LIFE IS MEANINGLESS TO ME..ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW IT IS..

YAY!!!

Finally,i've made up my mind after all obstacles that i've been through..i finally decided to go on with PSYCHOLOGY,somehow i realised no matter how hard i tried to forget bout my dream,it keep trying to come back to me...somep people said i'm like to change my mind but they never understand how hard it is to achieve our dream.life can be unfair sometimes to us.but take it as part of God test to us..i'm so happy that i can start a very new life n also new frens....now i know how cruel people can be..i'm wuite dissapointed with my college frens coz none of them have ever called or even bother bout me..since thay r so busy with whopping n expensive restaurant they wanna go..so wat the hell...i'm better off without them..actually i feel happier this way..i dun know why..my old classmates r much fun then them..rich people always like that..they only know how to waste money without even know how hard it is to earn money...

YEAH!!!!

FINALLY,I DECIDED TO GO ON WITH PSYCHOLOGY..FEUWW,WAT A RELIEVE...AFTER FOR SO LONG THE QUESTION MARK BUGGING ME BOUT MY FUTURE. I'VE ALREADY MADE UP MY MIND N NO ONE CAN EVER CHANGE IT..I DUN CARE WAT PEOPLE SAID BOUT PSYCHOLOGY,MEETING CRAZY PEOPLE OR HOW IT CAN DRIVE U CRAZY..N U KNOW WAT I DUN CARE..AS LONG ITS UR GREATEST PASSION WE CAN ALWAYS DO THE BEST N ACHIEVE GREATNESS IN LIFE....HALELUYAH!!!

WHAT THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE TO ME

I'M GETTING CONFUSED WITH MY AMBITION RIGHT NOW..U KNOW LIFE ISN'T GOIN JUZ THE WAY WE WANTED SOMETIME...I HAVE TO CRUSHED MY DREAM TO BE A CLINICAL PSYCHIATRIST DUE TO SOME PROBLEMS...I AM SO DISSAPOINTED..THEN,ONE DAY MY MOM ASKED ME WAT R U GOIN TO BE..?I WAS STUNNED WHEN I HEARD THAT FROM MY MOM..SHE IS RIGHT..WAT AM I DOIN..I'M TAKIN COURSES WHICH R REALLY TOUGH N OUT OF MY ABILITY...I DUN EVEN KNOW WAT I'M GOIN TO BE..ITS LIKE I HAVE NO AMBITION...JUZ GO WITH THE FLOW..DAMN IT...SOMETIME,I WISH WE CAN TURN BACK TIME..

TIRING

TIRED,TIRED,TIRED..THESE FEW WEEK HAVE BEEN A HECTIC WEEK OR SHOULD I SAY KILLER WEEK..UNFINISHED ASSIGNMENTS,COURSEWORK N STUDIES...AHHHRGH!!!! SO TENSIONLA..COLLEGE CAN BE VERY TOUGH TOO N IF U DUN LEARN HOW TO MANAGE UR TIME..TRUST ME U WILL BE SO 'DEAD'...I'M SURE THE LECTURERS ARE HAVING FUN BY GIVING US A LOT OF WORKS...SABAR JELA..

FRIENDS FOREVER

fRIENDS ARE THE RIGHT PERSON F US TO SHARE OUR BURDEN TOGETHER BESIDES PARTNER...TRUE FRIEND R HARD TO FIND.EVER SINCE I STEPPED IN TO COLLEGE LIFE.EVERYTHING IS TOTALLY DIFFRENT.PEOPLE R NOT WAT WE EXPECTED..THERE R SO MANY KINDS OF PEOPLE WE CAN C,THOSE WHOM LIKE TO PARTY,STUDY,TALK N OR CLUBBING EVEN DRUNKERS..I JUZ REALIZE HOW BIG THE WORLD R ..BACK IN SCHOOL WE CAN PLAY WIT EVERYONE OR HANG OUT WIT THEM BECOZ THEY R THE ONLY PEOPLE WE KNOW.OUT THERE ITS NOT THE SAME..NOT EVERYONE R FRIENDLY.BUT THANK GOD,I HAV FRIENDS WHOM R VERY GOOD TO ME N EASY GOING..GOD BLESS THEM ALL...

CONFUSED

SOMETIMES,I GOT CONFUSED WIT MY AMBITION..WAT DO I REALLY WANTED TO DO?IS THIS WAT I WANTED TO BE OR DO?SINCE I'M IN THE FOUNDATION COURSE NOW,I HELD IT BACK UNTIL I GRADUATED FROM FOUNDATION...STILL,THE QUESTION MARK STILL COME ACROSS MY MIND...I NEED A PROFESSION THAT IS VERY STABLE SO I CAN HELP TO OVERCOME MY FAMILY SITUATION SINCE I'M THE ELDEST..BEING AN ELDEST MEMBER IN THE FAMILY REALLY GIVES U A HEAVY BURDEN SOMETIMES.WE CANT LEAVE THEM WHENEVER WE WANT BECOZ OF RESPONSIBILITY..WATever it is let us leave this matter to GOD to decide...